wow, so close

I cant believe how fast this semester is just flying by

and

how far behind I am!

My mother's b-day is tomorrow, she would have been 44. I made a cake in her honor it was really good, atleast I thought so

it's odd, I thought the memories would trigger a drinking episode, but the only thing that I felt was guilt and shame, simply because I know my parents would want more for me

I know I can do better. Just taking it one day at a time...